DAY OF REALIZATION

Whew let me just tell you guys this year has been hell.. I am so serious. Seems like NOTHING is going right.. I sit here no job, no money nothing. I hear ppl complaining. I just want to strangle them and say be thankful and grateful. This is a lesson for me. I signed up to go to hair school but that wont be happening, I signed up to go back to college, not happening.. I just want something to go "right" for once. I dont even think thats possible anymore.. It's turning into anger and thats not a good look.. Prayer changes things however I dont see my prayers manifesting themselves.. So I sit quitely at my desk reminscing that there was a time in my life that all was well but now that its not what the hell am I gonna do?????